ate's graduation last saturday, march 28. i was really happy for her! seeing her march and going up the stage makes us all feel relieved. i remember when ate's name was called already, my dad said, "AMEN!" haha! thanking the Lord coz ate already finished her studies. :)
after that, we went to MOA. ate bought flat shoes coz her feet hurts already due to her 4-inch heels that she wore during the event. so after buying, we ate at TGIFriday's. yummy foods!except for the pasta that somewhat tastes different for me. it's not so yummy!haha.. :P

the next day, march 29, dad already went back to hongkong. he left the house at around 3pm coz his flight was 6pm. of course, i felt really sad. for me his stay here is so bitin.1 week lng kasi! but i'm happy that at least, he did go home. can't wait for march 2010 coz he'll be coming home again for my graduation! and this time, he won't leave for HK anymore. he'll be staying here in the Philippines for good. yipee!^_^

anyway, night of that day, i was talking to a friend. we talked about different kinds of stuffs and we were even laughing. then suddenly our conversation became a serious one. she said things which shocked me and i told her things which surprised her as well. i didn't know how to accept all those things that she said. i wanted to cry but i'm trying to control my tears from falling. if i cry, i know she would cry too. and i don't want that to happen coz she would feel very sad as well. for now, there are many things which i still do not know. but eventually i have to and must know those things. even if it will hurt a lot. i have to hear those words even if it would really break my heart.

how i wish i have the ability to not feel anything may it be physically or emotionally so that when the time comes when that person would tell me everything, it wouldn't hurt a bit.. :(

i wish i have the ability to know the truth..so that i won't live in lies anymore.. :(