Last monday when i checked my mail, i found an email from our practicum coordinator. She has already assigned our hotel placements. and i was so shocked with what i saw! actually, even before i saw my name, i became nervous and i had a feeling that something is not right. and i was correct!! i was assigned at Fraser Place Manila.. and i was like, " what the hell?! that wasn't even in my choices!".. i don't know why our prof did that coz what we all know(or is it just me), that she will pass our resumes to the hotels that we prefer. i swear that was what i heard when we had our orientation! that's why i was so surprised upon seeing the email.

honestly, i almost cried because i don't want to have my practicum there! My preferred hotel was The Peninsula Manila. i was really hoping for it and i pray everyday to be accepted at manila pen. but now, my dream have gone to waste!i can't apply for pen anymore!our practicum adviser said that changing of assignments is not allowed at this point. *sigh* my friend eting, told me that for now, we just have to try our prof's strategy. maybe it will work more than what we expected...

But now i can say i'm better compared to the past few days. i'm slowly accepting Fraser. and good thing it is a 5 star hotel chain and still located in makati area. :P

For now, i'm just thinking that maybe God has better plans for me. i just have to trust and believe Him.